I was undergoing a change in my mental thinking. A change in the way I made my decision in my everyday life. Until I heard a strange kind of noise it sounded like a boom or a snap it was so loud I asked everyone else if they heard that strange noise. Everyone looked at me like if I was going crazy I thought I was. I finally found out my brain had exploded from all that morbid thinking. You all know what I mean I have the most perverted, deadly, sick and dangerous way of thinking I surprise myself.